Monday, April 28, 2008

Where is "GOD"

Does god really exist, y the hell there r so many problems around....if only god existed , if he had those super natural powers as v read in mythological stories , all crisis in this world can be solved in a fraction of a second right! well the debate that whether "god" or any other supernatural power exists or not , will continue forever. I dont want to drill on that.
What was making me uncomfortable since a week was the death of a person. Not very close , no emotional bondings , hardly have seen a couple of times , to b frank never had spared even a few minutes thinking of her or speaking abt her , and never had spoken to her coz she was born dumb :(
When i heard that she is no more , some kind of sadness, some uneasiness and all these thoughts came to mind. People irritate us with their big mouths and some others show such an attitude to speak properly! this lady , who never parted her lips to tell something , whose existence could not be recognised, has filled emptiness when shes no more .
What comes in front of my eyes is her clear round fair face , those sparkling eyes filled with all ambitions of this world, a million dollar smile with no hidden expectations, intensions behind , just like a small kid!always would ask with her gestures ,"how r u ",hows ur sister, u've grown so tall !
V cry all the day for what v dont have , share it with all friends and relatives as if lifes goin to end without it, expect the whole world to listen to us ! what might b the intensity of sadness of such deprived people! v still see so many of them around us living optimistically, loving to live!
Such a harmless creature, god sent her to this earth as a star but forgot that she should b made to twinkle, existed as a dot among all others and on one unfortunate day dissappeared into sky :(
when " existance of god" becomes strongly questionable , I feel thers no point in believing souls....and of course no way reincanation. dunno what to say....i can just say without uttering a word, u have kinda lead a model life....cheers!
I remember this heart moving line " I was crying that i don have a pair of shoes until I saw a man with no feet "