Something strange yet true!

Currency balance in my cel----Rs.1.47!its almost the same from nearly 15 days and will continue for another 1 month i guess! coz the validity ends there!! i have no plans of getting a top up card now....even after my dad gave 100/-to get it recharged. why am i not getting recharged is the million dollar question ......as i began to think abt this, this sunday morning, numerous thoughts passed on ....some making the lips go wider and others bringing a hearty laughter!
yes! this is not the case with me alone....its almost the same or even worse with all my friends,acquitances people in general! agree friends ?? jus go on a round....everybody will b having a cel in their pockets but i bet not many will b in a situation to make a call happily!have u ppl observed.....v try to avoid making a call unless its very necessary . i dont mean that v'll not have a good relationship!v prefer to send a sms and wait for hours to get the reply than making a call !also keep arguing over sms es abt the topic v understood,misunderstood,got confused,confusing others,coming to hasty decisions .... but v'll not make a call unless it becomes very serious!!!!and when some service providers charge for sms es also v think thrice before sending an sms....on special occasions and festival days when the "beggars of india " vodafone , airtel and spice start charging a rupee for a sms jus keep a count of how many messages u receive!!jus can switch off the cel on those days!When v havve to make a call , first thing that comes to mind is let me call X....vodafone to vodafone 30 ps!and have u made note of how short v'll b on the call speaking hurriedly even if its a pleasant issue!hehe what makes me laugh is when my friend gives a missed call to her landline and her mom calls back! landline to mobile! mobile to landline! whatever it might b ultimately its the same person paying the bill right ;)how much v think abt the offered plans before getting recharged!but it really matters to us....agree??
Now friends do u realise.... what v think so much, so many times is abt 10ps,30 ps, 50 ps and a rupee!!!! isnt it really strange! an evening stroll....50/- will b spent on pani puri churmuri!!!!one outing with friends it'll b no way less than 100/- all v spend for our attires luxuries chuk it! what v earn----- a 5 digit salary every month from another 6 months! even then y do v act like this!!!!! i'm not getting an answer....but i dont consider this as something wrong....as some mistake v r doing! naa its happening with everybody right!!!!
Its definitely not our stingyness....not inability to get a currency card....not even a feeling that v should not call others....then what????!!!!!! i donno....even now i'm not feeling like getting a top up card!
When v start thinking abt ourselves in this regard....doesnt it appear very strange yet true ! this is what all i feel all i think !